Sickkkk

IM kind of sick but sometimes i dunt feel the pain coz i only feel it when im thinking about trying 2 get better or good stuff like that how painful well  i now know how 2 handle da pain dunt think about good things just dunt think at all maybe ill just be dead maybe not coz i still have dreams that i wanna achieve Its Just that I am The BEST there IS The BEST there was AND THE BEST THERE EVER WILL BE !!!!!!   Now this quote i got it from a wrestler name BRET "THE HITMAN" HART hes my fav wrestler now hes a general manager of raw it makes me wanna keep watchin wwe monday night raw again coz my fav wrestler is in it but i didnt like it when he was screwed on 1997 at survivor series i still remember watchin it when i was a kid during that time i was just 4 or 5 years old but i can still remember wow nice memories irreplaceable ones 2 heh but i now  can understand my friends are precious like family very irreplaceable 2 i just dunt noe wat 2 do right now i havent decide yet maybe i should be dead .even if i can feel happy my sadness misery n pain is always within me idk why but its weird plus i cant control my anger im trying 2  do my best i can control my anger like 35 percent of it the rest of it i cant ...