hey guys tell me something

yo ladies and dudes tell me wat can i do i feel so dark n stuff n plus im trying my best 2 get rid of my anger why wouldn't any1 understand tat my brain needs 2 study i just wanna go back into shcl its the only way 4 me 2 get rid of my anger temper and darkness feeling of my self if i dont get back into shcl i might just snapped and do it again