Theshadow.warrior

ahhhhkkkk i dunnoe just wat to do i started smoking back coz of my depression its so bad i dunnoe wat to do 2 get rid of it  just everything i do i still feel the same nothing changes even if i change the  way i live my life or music style of playing but nothing ever feels different i just hope somethin changes except 4 my music i love my guitar n sutfff well building up guitar  skills aint an easy thing 2 do ya noe  but i still feel the same way about this woirld the worst part is tat i feel like i was gonna do something horrible again but i never do it plus my birthday wish this year is to celebrate it with all of my family members that meants my couzins aunties n uncles plus my 2 sisters but my family is all over the place and stuff how da f*ck am i gonna get them 2 settle down n i can ask wat is da problem untik all of us arent in sync family members are supposed 2 be in sync unique and good stuff like that but instead this freaking family is getting worst anymore corruption n i shall see to it that i make this family back in its glory but i just dunnoe where 2 start even though im young i have a wise saying like an old master of ninjutsu n stuf like tat just dunt underestimate me even though im young